that's my life you know ?

haha, you never know who really" i am .
and i never want let you know, it's enough .. you, they, her, him, everybody always hurt me, right now .
hahaha
you know why i don't wanna to let you know, really" who am i ?
because, in the fact .. i don't know my own ..
it's makes me bedevil, like you know, i just ordinary people, who want to be GOOD someday, i don't know when it's happening .
i just follow my judgement mind, hahaha ..
sometime i feel i'm the winner, and sometime i feel i'm the crap, haha
my life is like a games for me, sometime i'm surmount and opposite ..
hahaha, i need to find my drug in my life, my personal brand heroin .haha, that's just joke, i need to find my prince, i know, not now.
hahahaha ..